to fear

I fear change.

Maybe its my make up
or
human nature.

Either way, I must be willing to embrace what comes at me. The challenges should inspire performance, the tribulations: humility, and the accolades: gratitude.

Once again I applied to a firm in Jackson, Wyoming. I am in fear; I don't want to move out of Detroit.

Is this fear, or do I really to live here, in my comfortable life. Friends, some family, and essentially my whole life, and especialy the last five years.

I have become connected here. I have worked else where, traveled abroad, but I still wish to come home.

Why?

The familiarity. The inability to detach.
or is it none of these.

Maybe what I have is that great.

Either way- I recognize this, I know that I don't want change, but growth comes from challenge, which usually stems or becomes change.

Do I want to grow?

Yes.